Chicken soup is good for your soul....

Friday I decided to take my husky to the snow, however we didnt make it & neither of us have ever been to the snow still, My car broke down in the middle of a heavy rain & storm on top of the mountain half way there. 43 cars drove past me and only 2 cars stopped to see if i was alright.
The heater tap broke in my car and filled my car with steam and smoke, My husky and i had to get out of the car in the middle of the storm, I was lucky to have him with me because he cuddled me to try to keep me warm. I now have a really bad flu but if it wasnt for my husky i would have pneumonia, Bring on the chicken soup till i get better.
 I rang Rob at work and he came to save us, fixed the car enough for me to drive it home and then fixed it properly over the weekend, Lucky im marrying a awesome man who can fix pretty much anything i break,  Speaking of me breaking things, today my knee went wobbly on me and i felt light headed, i went to sit on our stairs but missed, fell and dropped my phone on the tiles....Long story short, I have cracked the screen.
Do you ever have those moments where you feel like screaming as loud as you can?
Thats how ive been feeling lately, So much bad things have happened, I found out that for the last 15 months ive been on the wrong medication which has caused me to gain weight & struggle to lose it, I have been working so hard to lose weight and get healthy, I have been working out that hard that i have torn 2 ligaments in my knee, Ive been in alot of pain, spent so much time crying and wondering what I was doing wrong, why was the weight not falling off and all this time it was because I was on the wrong medication.
I know mistakes happen but how can someone stuff up like that?
The specialist who gave me the wrong medication was the one who did my surgery, the one who saved my life not just by doing the surgery & removing all my cancer but also when I was dying on the operating table she saved me.
So now I am not on the medication and when I get over the flu, I will have to work twice as hard to lose my weight & get healthy for my Wedding, Theres only 72days to go and I still have alot of weight to lose.
So this week when i weighed in i lost 1kg since last week and my new weight is 148.4kgs...
Stay tuned & watch this space, Nothing is going to stop me from looking beautiful on my wedding day, until then i will stay silently screaming in my mind and working extra hard to lose my weight...
One step at a time, one drop of sweat at a time, im taking back my life & no matter what...
IM GOING TO WIN!

Love Always
Mandy
xoxo