Rob gave me a beautiful plaque thats has a saying engraved on it saying "Always speinkle flower seeds on your path of life & your life will be a walk through a beautiful garden" He also gave me 2 feather roses & a nice bracelet that we are taking in to get it engraved this week.
Its a nice feeling to have & even though i still have alot of pain from my surgery & my wound still isnt healed im trying to find positive things everyday to keep me going, Some days are harder than others though, It was Mother's Day a couple weeks ago & of course i struggled with that, last year was meant to be my last Mother's Day without me being a mum so this year hurt like hell, I cried most of the day. I wrote a status on facebook saying "f@ck you Mother's Day", Well that started a massive bitch fight, i had people commenting on the status having go at me & then i had nasty inbox messages & text messages, It was horrible it made my day even worse, I found out who understood what im going through and who doesnt.
Im getting better everyday, i still have bad pain but i am cutting my pain pills down slowly.
Once im healed im going to go see a councillor and hopefully they can help me through the mental pain of what im going through.
Anyway i better be off now
Love always
Mandy
xoxo
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