Just a short post to keep you all up to date with my progress

Just a short post to keep you all up to date with my progress, Sorry i havent written much lately, I will write more soon. 

My wound is finally starting to heal & with each day that goes by i can feel my body getting better & im now needing the pain killers less and less.

Im going to go see a councillor soon which will help me get through the grieving, I know it sounds strange that my body is grieving, Im not grieving for the Cancer, Im glad thats gone, Im grieving for the loss of the chance to carry my own child & im also having trouble coping with it all, I have trouble even looking in the mirror because my scar i have & i need to get past that or i will have messy hair for the rest of my life.
There's so many things i want to do when im healthy again, I want to get healthy first of course.
Then look out world im coming...

One day i know i will be able to look at my scar & say "Thank you for reminding me im alive"
I just really hope that day isnt to far away...

Well i better be off now

Love Always
Mandy

xoxo